I thought I'd cheer myself up this morning by reminiscing about "happier times". I pulled out my photo album and looked over photos I'd had taken of me over the last 23 years of my life. Of course this is among the stupidest thing I could have done. Seeing mum brought back that pain. And then seeing G made it worse. Because she has a blog - and, mostly because I'd been blocking all thoughts regarding her the last few months, I haven't thought of looking at it. Unfortunately I did today. I can safely say I'm not going to interact with ANYONE for the next few days.
Only problem is the people I live with. My brother came into my room, and as usually, wanted me to do something for him. On seeing my bright green eyes (when I'm upset, my eyes change from sea green to a emerald green), he hesitated for a second before saying "can you drive me to the MCG?.. We can use my car?". Sometime I wonder about him. I agree. To take him in his car. His cars' battery "pops" out while you drive the car. Halfway home, it pops out. Wonderful. As I'm parking the car outside my house half an hour latter, I watch a guy argue with a girl. She hopped into her car and tried to drive off - AND HE TRIED TO PUSH HER CAR BACK INTO THE CARPARK? What does he think he is, super dickhead or something? God I hate everyone!
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